I'm in Melaka =0

Yeay dah amek result.... So now just shut it.

Kalau tanya pasal result, OK la... Hahaha. Doh-doh ler tu.

I am in Melaka. Where my great great grandfather, some sort of a Melaka warrior used to bersilat in front of my Nenek's house.

Harharhar wonder who he was.

Melaka is somehow the one and only place that I could isolate myself from other cheesy annoying watery-like muddy stuff that I had to face everyday in Taiping.

Should it be like, muddy or something? Uhhhh...

LOL that sounds like school when I was 16&17 (OMG)

Nah, not that bad, or cheesy... harharhar. It seems like I keep on inhaling in my place and let the whole thing out here. Well, yeah, nothing goes just like that. After one problem solved, hey, another problem will come like "Hey!" and I'll be like "Huh? Again?"

They're are not problems. They are a bunch of concern.

Stop whining already.........................

Assalamualaikum.

Life Reflection =D

HEY HEY HEY

It's not Thursday yet. LOL this soo the 18-year-old girl-but-not-yet still walking aimlessly in her mind. My driving class went like "OKAY" today. Hmmm suddenly I freaked out thinking about my JPJ test. Say, it's in April tho. Better pass this thing before my birthday.

If I pass this thing, it will be more meaningful than other birthday gifts I had ever received before this.

Hopefully. Insya-Allah.

Today, I had so many things in my mind that maybe my head could burst anytime. My future (cheyy), driving license -of cozz, SPM result.., and others lah that practically bugged my mind a bit just now. Thinking of how much I wanna break down, well, nothing I can do. Just can't help it. I'm a human being.

As time flies, as this girl grows (ha ha ha; still?) I discover that life is not as easy as how we watch it in dramas on TV. Well, maybe they look kinda hard, but tell you what, life's harder. I started to learn that different people has different views. You know, sometimes we think we are always right and others are so wrong.

Same goes to other people. They will think they are always right and we are always wrong. Now that's hard. Dealing with people. This is the quote that I used to hear in Malay dramas, yeah, it is cliche, yet, there is truth behind it.

"Hidup kita ibarat roda yang berpusing. Kadang-kadang kita ada di atas, kadang-kadang kita ada di bawah,"

Means; our lives are like a spinning wheel. Sometimes, we're at the top, sometimes we're at the bottom.

You know, once we're at the top, we need to retain our position as long as possible. But, no matter how hard we work for it, there is no impossibility that we will suddenly fall to the bottom. And once we're at the bottom, we need to get away from our horrible state by working hard. And again, there is no impossibility that we will rise again and be at the top.

People of the world. You always have chances around you. It's just that you have different ways on how to grab those chances perfectly. Maybe you would just let them go and even neglect the chances, or maybe just watch the chances luring you over, or you would do anything to grab chances around you...

OR you will be the one who create every single chances to the other people.

To be positive, don't you ever say that you are a scumbag or maybe "trash-society" (translated directly from sampah masyarakat ha ha ha). Try to find a positive side of yours and try to be a better person gradually. Trust me, effort works and yeah of course it's worth it.

I had a time where I almost gave up on everything. But I realised chances are still there around me, waiting to be grabbed by no other hands, but mine. Never give up and believe that The Creator is always in your heart and by your side.

If you are a Muslim, believe in the power of doa (prayers). May Allah grant your wishes as long as it benefits you in this world and hereafter. Insya-Allah.

Haish, why these guys are wearing such awesome shoes...

Wait, are they chasing for the shoes or this girl? *Whatever; she's cute anyways hehek.

har har har har XOXO -EXO

Assalamualaikum.

WISH ME LUCK #FinallyItRains

March lacks of posts.

Okay, then. Taiping is the most rainy town in Malaysia. However, these days, it didn't rain and mann.... It was super hot. Finally, the weather is cloudy today and it rained a bit just now. HAPPY. Alhamdulillah.
I have 6 days left and it will be a turning point of mine. It determines my future and all. Yeah... Interesting right? WISH ME LUCK. epic violin music

Next up probably will be my JPJ test; for me to get a driving license. If I pass, then I can drive the whole town crazy. If it happens on the other way around, then my ringgit will be flying away from my savings. grrr. Then, I need to repeat again. Oh, I hope everything goes smoothly. WISH ME LUCK. epic bass music

Suddenly, I remembered my crazy times with my friends at school. Never got to do with those stuff above.

#NotAHashtagger #LOL #ApparentlySomeoneLied #No #It'sTrue #Yeay #Finally #ItRains #Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum.

Nervous

Someone please define nervous.

Nah you know it already.

ner·vous

 adjective \ˈnər-vəs\

: having or showing feelings of being worried and afraid about what might happen

: often or easily becoming worried and afraid about what might happen

: causing someone to feel worried and afraid : making someone nervous

Source : Merriam Webtser Online Dictionary

Oh yehh

I have this kinda nervous sensation for the past two weeks and I guess it starts to be much worse today. Yeah, I couldn't consume much carbs yesterday, say, rice.

Why? Diet? Pah! 

But, today, I took some and finally, I added some more rice onto my plate and dug in like "Hey, just got back from the woods?" 

Hahahah ... worse?

Well, maybe it is not worse tho, maybe a little bit of progress of mine to immune with this nerve-racking situation like this. 6 days left and it feels like someone is pulling his/her gun trigger right behind me.

Whatever it is, I tried my best and all I have to do is to just accept my result just the way it is. Suddenly, this girl craves pizza. Beef pepperoni and cheese. Oh my, don't stop. hahaha.  

#PrayForMH370Passengers

Due to a tragic incident happened, -missing airplane MH370 from KL to Beijing, the whole world seem to unite, praying for the best for the passengers and the whole crew of the plane.

Nothing will be more heart-breaking than seeing this.

I am very amazed and touched with the whole world's sensitivity towards this tragedy. Even though there were so many speculations made, yet, we are still waiting some good news from it. All I can do is to pray for their safety and wellness. Just hoping that one day, I would hear that the passengers and crew of the plane are safe, insya-Allah. 

Who knows, miracle may happen. I believe, Allah is The Most Powerful. Nothing can stop Him, even the world's safest plane could be missing. The phrase "Kun Fayakun" -means "Be, and it is" makes me believe strongly that Allah has the power to do anything. 

And I'm sure there is always a good reason behind this tragedy. 

Further info on Kun Fayakun :  http://rehannawab.wordpress.com/2011/12/01/the-meaning-of-kun-fayakoon/

This incident opens my eyes like real wide to be more positive and keep on having a very strong faith in Allah's power and will. 

May Allah ease every effort carried out by the ones from every single country of the world, searching for the missing airplane. AMIN.

This is War

Before this, I used to say: Life needs drama.

Now, LIFE IS REALLY A DRAMA!

When people especially K-poppers are busy with the kkaebsong catchphrase, I am sticking with "This is War".

Even happiness of mine could be some sort of a "this is war". And of course, this is war hahahaha!

this is war.

YesPeeeeYeam result

Taiping, I'm back! Hmmm... okay what's next?

After three days from now, I gotta be some sort of a squirming earthworm until 20th of March comes. And it is before the holidays too. Heheh good timing; they purposely want our relatives to ask about our results when we have to balik kampung during the holidays. Hmmm, I think I gotta buy some small, convenient and fascinating facilities or whatever for my nights in my nenek's coop.

Ahh, this signifies moderation.... only for some freaking nights.

Forget it! I just wanna forget it. Don't remind me about it or I'll bite you...! uh, and FYI above there, is not my nenek's coop. 

Her coop has a solar panel on it and an alarm, ever corner of the coop is equipped with CCTV. Yeah, super high-tech. The chickens are filthy rich and super influenced. (You should really really see the doctor if you really believe me)

The point is, the result will be announced no matter what happens, yeah, still there are more than 30 days left; time never waits......

And now it is very hot. It hardly rains. People are giving out CFCs (me too). Yeh yeh it is super hot.

Haish gotta go now. 

Assalamualaikum =D

Har Har Har Harlem Shake zzt zzt zzt

Part 1

Staying at home is never a bore ~ (Yeah, biggest liar)

Well, but not always, but sometimes, yeah... I wish I could have a driving license like; right now, so that I could go anywhere I want, do what I want, see my friends, stalk people, whatever lah.

Well, tomorrow we're going back to SP and tell you what, this is not the first time I'm feeling excited to the max, yaww. I am always like this. Feeling excited when going somewhere. Even Tesco.. or 7-E. HAHAH! I don't know why, today seems short. I mean, time travels fast today.

People say, I don't know who, but people la,,  if we're happy then we feel like time goes fast and when we're sad, time moves slow. Okayyy, so now I'm happy la? I guess yeah, after watching My Love From the Star online. LOL WHY THIS ALIEN IS SO HOT..?

You know la, as a typical school-leaver, we do things that we really wished to do last year. Some of them granted, but some bid goodbye. ME? Most of it granted, a little say goodbye... Nah, after a long while living without those, I don't seem to care about those anymore. No significance; no importa nada! (Ooo someone speaks Spanish, me gusta~)

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Part 2

Well, I know Korean characters a little, sometimes I feel like wanna weep when someone pronounces Korean names according to their respective English spelling. That sounds so wrong, baby, even though they are spelled in English. They have their own language too. 

This is specially dedicated to K-POP die-hard fans, -blindfolded ones D3:

I feel like wanna tell them, like: 

"Excuse me, you should pronounce it 'baek-hyeon' (bekhyon) not 'baek-hyun' (baekhyoon),"

I just know how they will react : "YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT KPOP! Ahh jinjja!" 

whatever~

Well, those typical people only know "ahh jinjja" to sound like a real Korean. hmph. You should learn more to see the colours of languages, people. Obsession itself brings you nowhere.. LEARN, PEOPLE! LEARN! If you really love them, pronounce their names properly.. Frankly, it is embarrassing. 

Not bragging, just wanna tell you the truth. TO OPEN YOUR EYES. O_O

How do you feel when someone pronounce your names with a weird pronunciation? Mad.. aite?

Yeah, me too. That's why we must always try our very best to learn how to pronounce names properly. 

Algetji? huh? 

So, open some books and learn. Knowledge is wide and always will be. And it gets wider day by day. Make your brain cells keep working everyday, or else, I dunno, not a neurologist. ehe.

Well, this matter is not only for Korean language, other languages are important too. Even Malay. English, Arabic, Spanish, Mandarin, Tamil and other languages in this world.

Don't just like or idolise something;  .....              learn~

I really wanna give a tabik spring to the ones who really struggle hard to learn other languages. It is not wrong. To gain knowledge. Even Syed Jamaluddin al Afghani knows many languages, right? What's wrong with having so many languages to conquer? It makes us much smarter, right?

Now, it's up to you to make a change, or living like that for the rest of your life. WAKE UP!

One of the mediums of unity : Communication;language =D

Assalamualaikum.

What I Did and Think Today

I got my head nodding; following the rhythm of Korean songs that I'm listening. Old ones... HAHA! I remembered my young young times when I hardly able to pronounce Korean words properly. /Okay, but still, I'm not good, but at least better than before, aite? nyeheh/

Yeah, just now, this morning I stopped by at my mum's workplace for a bit. Ohhh, I came not to brag about my freedom to the kids there... (HAHAHH! KIDS!) but I have a driving lesson this morning at eight. Well, if I stay at home, who's gonna send me there? Or maybe I should have just walked there...! LOL Funny, it is 8 kilometres away.

If I want to, I think I should start walking - JUST BEFORE THE DAWN, WHEN THE LIGHTS STILL GONE! SHINE... SHINE YOUR WAY...

Well, it is for me to get an L license. Everything's done, so I just have to wait. wait wait wait.

Okay, I heard that the SPM result will be announced nationwide, on 20th March. Oh yeah, like a month left. Let's be insomniac.. (I already am) ... you? Haih I really wanna stop thinking bout it, but it constantly haunting my mind. Ahhh I'm scared... help help help help

It's a lie if I say boredom never strikes me. It did, and it does now. hahahah! I don't know, why my life seems to be like these creatures below. /I'm not sure if they're actually having fun in that way... but../

I'm having this as my default picture for my yef bee yow account knowing that my previous DP with me in my school uniform started to look lame hahahahahahaha...! Well, to tell you, this pic is not wayy lamer than my previous DP... You know why? WHY? Because I was the one who took a shot of this pic. It was in Sea Aquarium, Singapore. That place is awesomeee... hahaha!

They are unique right... How they move, communicate(?) were they..? Sorry, I really forgot what kinda species this is... But this kinda animal is awesome. It is super cute. Heol, I took this picture out of excitement and ignorance wakakakaka! SORRY~ But this kinda animal live in water. That's what I know. hahahahahahaha! eyh I better stop typing hahahaha too much. It looks insincere tho,

 LOL <-- this one too.

Signing out, bye.

Assalamualaikum.

Ibu's School

Yea... I know it's freaking early for this post. I'm supposed to have a heavenly moment at home, probably watching TV or having fun in the Neverland that never ends hehehe 여기 NEverland ~

Oh yeaahhh... This morning I need to go for my driving class.. and yeahh I need my mum to send me there. Guess what.. NOw I'm practically all alone in my mum's staff room. LOL wahahaha!

Kay later. Hahaa

Assalamualaikum

Yehet.

Yehet.

Post yang lepas memang didedikasikan dekat seseorang, LOL bukan seseorang, satu puak.
Siapa yang tergigit cili dia lah yang terasa pedasnya.

Harap makulm.

Okay, case closed. I have a few steps ahead before I could obtain an L license. Yoho yeha yeehee~
Wish me luck, guys. I know this is quite sudden, but I miss shopping. I dunno why but I just miss it. I wonder why for the past 2 months I felt like... Nah~ malas..

But now, I feel like a pregnant lady who longs for porcupine meat. And it feels like... Hey, what's happening wimme? Suddenly longing to shop till drop. hahahahahahahahahaha! -HYSTERICAL LAUGH but in fact it is not. 'innermonologue

Okay, signing out now. Wanna watch TV. And if possible, I wanna sleep early today even though Running Man will be aired tonight -Well, maybe next time I should sleep early~

*sudden change in mind

Heol hahaha

Assalamualaikum

 

Just a Piece of Advice. Is It Wrong?

FYI, life needs drama.

Anyways, whatever lah. I don't wanna meddle into people's business. It's like intruding other people's affairs and stuff. But, we are blessed with cerebrums in our respective skulls. Use it wisely. OHHHOOOhhohoho~ this girl tries to sound like "cytokinesis" (how scientific)

Well, I used to be like that. To sound more "photosynthesis" "zoologist" "botanist" "biologist" "novelist" "A-list" "parachutist" "kismis" whatever... prrrr

Let's put a stack of "duh~ to the gibberish philosophy above.

Wokay, since I just got back from Melaka and Kayell, here I am staring at this high tech screen again. Well, I met my relatives in Kayell. We had some sort of a mini reunion there, but sayang sayang seribu kali sayang.. I wish I could spend time with them longer. Since my lovely nenek is waiting in kampung, we zoom-zoomed there lah.

Balik kampung sudah~

Hmm I know sometimes I like to make myself sound like a 100-year-old immortal philosopher. Time changes, lifestyle changes, technology, stuff.. all have changed. Mind, of course it changes. It is dynamic as time travels. BUT! Rule of life never changes.
Acceptance, positivity, hardship, endurance and of course, religion. They come together in a super pack. Those are the most important component of living. Especially in family matters and friendship. Life is a lesson. Accept things just the way it is when we done something wrong. I understand how some people will blow out when someone gives an advice out of something.

We can't think that the one who gives us an advice is always looking for our flaws. Never. It is something that helps us to reconstruct our own mind to be better and try our best for not repeating the same thing. It is for our own good. People, an advice opens our eyes. It wakes us up. It overcomes our flaws. It shows positivity and how open-minded we are. An advice should not be assumed as a form of "telling off" or a freaking slander.

Sometimes, if we are just plain clueless about an advice received, get back to the basics. That's why we pray. Pray is the one and only way. Islam encourages its people to open their hearts, doing doa. Seeking light from the Most Gracious. Yeah, if things get hard, doa is the best answer.
Insya-Allah, you could see the real colours and you will try to be better in future, insya-Allah.

I am not a somebody. I am talking in my point of view. As a human being, we make mistakes. That's why advice exists in this world. Think. Maybe I am too young to talk about this, but I'm scared as the world is getting sick. I have right to voice out my opinion and giving an advice. No other reasons, just wanna get things right.

So, if I do anything wrong, please, advice me. I am just a kid. Ibarat musafir di padang pasirrrr

hahahaha!

Assalamualaikum. Wanna buy some groceries. yeeha~





 

Tangkap Feeling Kejap

Ah I don't feel like doing anything these days... except facing this hi-tech screen (woo high tech~)

And I think I should stick back to my phone that I abandoned since... I dunno, just can't remember. Right now, I'm in my kampung Melaka, visiting my lovely nenek for this CNY holidays. Yeaaayy! Put your hands up if you're a Melaka people!

And I can't sleep right now

Aku benci gelap. Makes me feel like a real insomniac~
— Evacuee (@hanasupremo88) February 1, 2014

At the same time, I cannot stop smiling. Yeah, it comes back after years. Even though I know that I should not expect too much, my feelings don't lie. Sometimes, things come unexpectedly, but this time for me, it is unexpected, unpredicted, yet a dream come true.

If it kills me in the end, I believe that I could smile again. If it is not because of the same person, I'll just accept it coz I know the last thing for me is always the best one. Maybe it takes time, but I believe it will come again. 

I smiled, then I broke down. Then, another person appears and makes me smile again, wondering if I would break down again someday. Just like what I say to myself. I should not expect too much. I must let go my past slowly and just get over it.

I don't need anything to push me to live, only a light from The Almighty for me to choose the righteous path. Life is not easy, yet short. That's why we need to live our lives. Happiness comes and goes... We will experience happiness even once in a lifetime.

So, when you break down, just keep in mind that you will smile again tomorrow. If it's not tomorrow, maybe the next days to come. I know it's hard, yet hurts; but that's life.

To the one who makes me smile again, I really wanna thank you. I'm not expecting much but hopefully, you will be the one that preserves this smile forever. *smile*

Assalamualaikum =D

Daily Report

This is my favourite song apart of the senam iya-iyalah by some Indonesians. hahaha!

Walao weii ! CNY's COMING! I'm super excited!

My friends tell me that they're super bored this month. And I'm sure they will suffer boredom overload for the next 2 months. Fuh, is this real? Life after SPM could be soooo boring...? Yeah, maybe it is for them, but me..? NOT YET! I'm enjoying this heavenly break. And I enjoy this moment like there's no tomorrow.

==' I think I should just control my excitement now.

I'm working on my driving performance, and try to maintain my weight that could just increase anytime. Well, you know, I'm not going to school for weeks, I move less, work less... Yeah, maybe the possibility for me to gain weight is 97.56 percent (just wanna sound smart -berilmiah gitu) hehehehhh'

And I should stop taking a long nap after this. I took a long nap these days due to some, uh , you know, girl's issue. I get tired because of it, for the first 3 days. -to recharge my battery. Usually, during school days I took a short nap maximum for 20 minutes only.... or more.. (cut the brag)

Nah, I can't remember. Forget it~

Miss my study mode. They'll come back, don't worry. -And I know that I will be sorry longing for this freaking mode. ..Eventually.

I like to do something on my own will. Of course lahhh. If I like to do something not on my own will, then maybe I dropped some of my brain pieces when I'm walking somewhere. LOL. How funny. ha ha ha


okay, getegek (GTG)

Assalamualaikum =D

Bahasaku

Okayyyy BM section! I must post something in Malay. Just for fun. And sorry, mind the foolishness. Seems like I have something more to talk about in Malay. When speaking Malay I am wayyy expressive. ahahaha!

Hari ini tiada beza dengan hari-hari yang lain. Aku bangun pagi tadi seperti biasa. HAHA tidak berbeza. Bezanya, hari ini aku bermain dengan alat solek Ibu... Mukaku kelihatan berbeza. Terasa seperti masa sudah berjalan selama 20 tahun. Aku berasa kaget dan malu lalu membersihkan mukaku. Terasa bahagia. Masih muda.

Pkkhh

Aku menonton filem di TV dengan penuh perasaan. Walaupun cerita tersebut daripada seberang, bahasanya tidak jauh berbeza dengan bahasa kita. hahahaha. Tolonglahh... kenapa dengan aku ini??

Ini?

Aku berasa teruja sebab Teha ada majlis makan-makan petang ni dengan kawan-kawan dia. Rasa macam nak ikut Ibu ambil Teha balik lepas ni supaya aku dapat makan froyo yoyo. Mengapakah aku kedengaran seperti budak skema best student of the year pingat emas gangsa perak tembaga bagai ini..?

Kini, aku lebih yakin memandu kereta di jalanan. Ibarat mengemudi bahtera dalam melayari kehidupan yang penuh dengan ombak rindu. Tuhan tolonnnngg lembutkan hati dia. Belikan aku froyo yoyo dengan duitnya... Kerna ku tak sanggup, kerna ku tak mampu.... hidup tanpa froyo yoyo di sisi ku wuuuuuuuu...

Aku berniat nak bantu team debate sekolah tapi tak mampu. Berbekalkan invisible driving license, aku tak mampu membantu mereka. /menangis kesedihan/

CNY dah nak dekat. Aku nak balik kampung. Sg Petani ke, Melaka ke tak kisah ah. Nak jumpa insan-insan yang melahirkan ibu bapa aku. Kalau balik Melaka aku nak pergi Mydin. Entah kenapa. Kalau balik Sg. Petani aku nak pergi Amanjaya Mall. Entah kenapa.

Nak balik kampung. Pegi Mydin
— Evacuee (@hanasupremo88) January 26, 2014

Jarak yang dekat dari kampung ke destinasi idaman tidak menghalang hasratku.

Anything is possible.

Entah kenapa, aku menginginkan perjalanan hidup yang berbeza selepas SPM yang menggerunkan. Ibarat dihantui oleh makhluk-makhlauk yang baik halus mahupun kasar. Mungkin aku harus menamatkan zaman bujangku (wekkk wekkkk wekkk) atau belajar bahasa Latin atau Tagalog.

Semua gadis sibuk nak belajar bahasa Korea. Aku menginginkan kelainan.

dAH LAH. That's it. I was way expressive. Yeahhh SPM's over and I really need to play around with my mind. Don't wanna feel stressed much, and live this life to the fullest. 

Bye, now. Assalamualaikum.

Multi Stories

First love is subjective.

Everyone defines it in their own way. Me? First love? *chuckles (yuck! puke now!). Well, if it is about the first person that I liked in my life; hmm I can't remember. It was years and years ago. Who was it?  Kindergarten buddy? Mat piza? Mat sedara? Mat jiran nenek? Mat Kpop? Mat cikgu praktikal? Mat tuition classmate? Mat the Kampung Boy? Mat genius? mat mat MAT?

keh keh

MAT-ematik.

I just don't know how to define it.. soo I have no idea who was my first love.

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 Nice prologue.

Just wanna tell you that... I've passed! Passed the computer test! Alhamdulillah. Finally, Allah give me a chance to drive in this short journey of my life. No matter how brief my life will be, I still could stand a chance to drive. Even with no license.

Well, I did drive before the computer test. ehek

Yeah, after this I could drive in a cleaner way. More legal aitee?

This afternoon, I did some cleaning while seeing Ibu cooking for lunch. This what happened :

Ija passed by; running to and fro. I watched her.

Me : Ibu, sekarang ibu tengok Ija ada macam Kaklong takk?
Ibu : Uh,, tak.
Me : Eh, takde?
Ibu : Dulu Kaklong gemuk. Bulat. Lainnn...
Me : Oh, okay. *awkward laugh

Yeah, sometimes I do feel me and Ija have no difference. But physically no lahh. She got abs and I got fat. yahahaha!

Cut that.

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1st of Jan 2014:

Ahh just lemme have a break this time. Supremely tired tired tired. 

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Epilogue. Nice one.

Assalamualaikum.

Long-lost Friend (?) -not really

My mind traveled to 12-13 years back. It was in Taiping.

I was 5-6 years old, maybe.

Kindergarten memories. With friends... Friends (?)

*Wondering why I could remember them until now but they don't even remember me.

Same goes to my best friend, Nurin too. She didn't even remember me as her kindergarten buddy whereas she did realise my existence in her life and we even talked almost everyday!!! Yahhhh!!!! WHY YOU SO AMNESIA ONEEE?!

Well, it's different to this another kindergarten buddy(?) /was not a buddy lah, just someone that I knew,/ that now I know for years, and I did realise his existence there but he didn't. Well, we never talked before. That's an okay, lahh... but he's my friend until now.

The main point here is I am so fascinated to see my ex-kindergarten friends after so many years. After reaching puberty. Especially boys. Uh, girls make less difference after years. It's just that maybe they have pimples on their faces or something gets bigger for a reason. -----

Boys, they are different. Maybe their faces or expressions look kinda same, but they grow taller, having deep and husky voice and of course, 'raising' beard or moustache. LOL I find it is so funny.

Human beings do grow! Hahaha! *freako

I found one yesterday. In 7-E. LOL I don't think he remembers me. I bought eggs and bread for breakfast this morning. He was working there, at the counter. With 7-E uniform. And he is tall.

I gave him RM10 and he requested 10 cents. I said I don't have it but I got my coins like the whole treasure chest in my pocket. duh'

*It always happens.

Finally, this guy grows up into a man who is in charge of a counter in a 24-hour store. Look how time travels.

His face did not change much. It's just that his voice and height. I feel like an old woman who finally found a long-lost son. 

If my crush works there, I just know what to do;

Someday, I'll just drive there illegally and buy maggi. hahaha! Because that's the furthest distance that I can drive.... not yet. hahaha


Assalamualaikum.

Advice

Just wanna give you a piece of advice.

Fanaticism or die-hard obsession may hurt your pride.

My dear sisters all around the world; 

Think.

Assalamualaikum XD

Tebing Perasaan (Chey Metafora)

LOL This is awkward.

Kay, aku nak try post dalam BM. Nak test rasa best ke tidookkk.. haha

Dengarlah kisah sedih ini..

Pada hari ini, aku sudah mula menyedari bahawa hidupku kian berubah. Masa juga berlalu ibarat bullet train yang bertolak dari Tokyo ke Hiroshima. (?) Tak lama lagi keputusan SPM dah nak keluar. Ku terasa seluruh sistem badanku sudah tidak boleh berfungsi dengan lancar apabila terdengar desas desus tentang keputusan SPM. Perutku akan memulas sepanjang hari.

*Okay ni dah mula merepek;

Akan ku habiskan setiap malamku dengan merenung siling sambil melayan perasaan dengar lagu Nomad. Hohoho... Adakah aku sedang dilamun cinta? *Muntahhijauuu

Wajah adikku, Teha yang sedang lena kutatap dengan penuh perasaan. Sesekali ku terasa seperti ingin mengejutnya, supaya aku dapat luahkan segala-galanya, namun ku tak mahu mengganggu tidurnya.

Lagu Nomad dah habis. Aku memilih lagu yang lain. Kini, aku berniat untuk memilih lagu yang lebih jiwang karat meleleh lentok frust meronggeng semua ada lahh! Sebuah lagu menarik perhatianku. Aku tekan ikon lagu tersebut. Selepas beberapa saat, terdengar muzik yang menyentuh jiwaku. Lagu tersebut ialah Harlem Shake.

Aku menangis lalu tertidur ._.

Pergh bapak sengal bahasa aku.

Jangan percaya cerita di atas. Rekaan semata-mata. XDD

The end. XDDDD

Tolonglahhh~

Kedah Kedah Kedah

 I live in Taiping for so many years. Does it affect the way how I'm speaking today?

Uh, not really, cuz I find that majority of Taiping people speak with Northern dialect.

And I wonder why I don't.

 Hmm the ones who really don't know me will be wondering from where I was originated. ORIGINATED. If you know me, then I'll be talking, like, you know, plain Malay language; no garnishing or decoration from other state's dialect.

You got me?

FYI, I was born in Kedah. My mum's ancestors belong there. Mother of Northern dialect belongs there too, of course. The people of Kedah speak like really strong Northern dialect. But hey, this Kedah-born Malaysian people speaks normal Malay language. Where's the dialect? hahahaha!

My friends rarely hear me speaking with that dialect. Is it because I just don't know how to speak with the dialect? EXCUSE ME, MR. KANDASAMY. I know, OKAY? It's just that I don't speak like that much to other people. WHY?

Because I speak with that dialect only to my grandma~ Because she's special. To those Kedah people, if I don't speak with this Kedah dialect to you guys, maybe you're not as special as my grandma.

*LOL Actually, if someone starts to speak with Kedah dialect to me, I'll just go with it. Depends.

I speak normal Malay. No garnishing. Even Melaka dialect too. No signs of it. All in all, I was born in Kedah. Sounds like I don't, but I do proud originated from it.

And don't think I know zilch about Kedah. It's my kampung. I know how to speak with its dialect like really well.

Jangan pandang aku sebelah mata, hanya kerana aku tak tau cakap Kedah naa.. (Kedah dialect)

HANG ADA?! jeng jeng jeng

=.=

There's no reason to regret or whatever, it has been 18 years already nyahahaha!

Talking about the states' football teams... Don't ask me. *Angkat tangan

Assalamualaikum ;D

Don'T Do That!!!!!

A holiday supposed to be very heavenly and somehow boring a little but it plays less role in this case. Uh, well, we can't expect the same thing to happen everyday, right??

We need drama in life.

DRAMA! ~

Uh, got crazy for a bit. Well, this is what I view from my own perspective. Is it wise to insult or hurt  people out of anger? Yeah, I know how it feels like when I get mad. I get mad, too you know. BUTT! Bear in mind we're dealing with human beings, NOT ANIMALS!

If you're sooo angry, then just spit it out to non-living things or inhumane human or something. Don't spray it out on innocent people like us! GET A LIFE! We are human beings, no matter how bad we are, we still have feelings. Our hearts could be sensitive at certain times. Don't curse or calling names to the others. YOU BAD KITTY!

It's a fact, everyone experienced being insulted. Hey, I joined the club. You know how it hurts right? Personally, I don't like the word stupid or in Malay, 'BODOH' or other words yang sewaktu dengannya.

lol bodoh sounds ruder than stupid even though they share the same sweet meaning. Always rude as ever. It's common, but it hurts. Please, never in a billion years, don't call people like that. I hate it. They will feel despised. Severely insulted. That word will bring people down to the bottom of the Earth's crust.

For me, I will lost my happy mood, and spending a long flowery daze for 20000 hours.

I rather being called FAT, obese, humpty dumpty sat on the wall, blalalalalh than that freaking word. Keep it off me. Or I'll hate you. (for the rest of my life unless you apologise, then okay.)

Well if you wanna address me that, do it behind me. Don't splash 'em on my face. Pimples will breed and there's an ecosystem of pimples community on my face. DUH~

*Does not refer to anyone, just a piece of reminder to the world~

To create a harmonious community, let's live happily with this weird lifestyle off. It hurts people a lot. A LOT!

If you love peace, stop live like this. I love peace, living, loving and being loved. muahmuah

Assalamualaikum. =)

How Time Changes.

Driving is my passion. Better keep that in mind.

Well, the process of learning this driving thing is quite technical, but ohh yeah, I know it feels like super exciting once we could conquer the whole thing.

*Not yet ._.

I drove just now at pasar malam alley again. This time I took a longer route. Owh hellyeahh! I drove less than smoothly. quite... smooth, I suppose. ehem -jalan lurus je pun. waouu hebatnyeee  D:

Finally, the clutch trusts me apart of my parents. Thank you for treating me nicely. I hope that my driving performance will improve in the next days. And yeaahh~ hoping to get a license successfully. heurk!

Shoot, I'm about to drive. I've grown up. Look how time travels. /nostalgic/

Wondering why my FBO seems like keeping night crickets. It turns out to be that my friends happily with their Android stuff and Twitter pkhhh...

Since using android is not my style yet, (wanna wait for a bit - or being conservative) I'll stick to FBO and Twitter then. It seems like I need to use Twitter much often now, since my friends stick to it like sooo stick to it. I don't wanna be alone.

Social networking. The world is way developing now. Let's turn back in time.

Our parents wrote letters at my age.

Or yelling names on the roof, no aid,  hoping it was audible 2km away. But it was not.

Posting status by the seashore. Finally drifted away by the sea waves.

And you can still view your previous statuses in FBO for the past 6-5 years, then, you realised how childish you are. Liked by 3 people. ehhhhhh

It's late and always will be. Wanna sleep like, right nowww!

Assalamualaikum.

My Little Baby Systo

Is it only me or everyone notices this? Ija becomes more affectionate these days. Maybe she's achieving her 'puberty' to the next stage of growth phase : toddler. She used to act like a baby. But, I'm super certain that she knows that she's grown up into a three-year-old kid.

"I owny twee~"
- Manny, The Diary of a Wimpy Kid

Haha! I start to be super nostalgic now. I could remember how dumbfounded I was when I found out that we'll have a newcomer in the family. She's different and awesome in her own way. She's still a kid. She could only restore tiny bits of moments of hers with me. And then...,

After so many years, probably she would not remember who used to change her diaper, feed her, poke her, bully her, hug her and kiss her and love her like a daughter. I wonder if she will remember me and my name once I leave this house after my SPM result (please, I wanna get good result!).

Yeah, she became soo affectionate to me. I feel happy about it and I hope that she won't lose her affection towards me in future. I love her so much.  ;')

Longing

  I could not imagine how miserable life is without our loved ones. Honestly, it's a pain in the neck. And of course, I am super grateful for what I have now. Family, friends and some people who care for me. My life is moderate. Nothing lacks or too much. Just so-so. Really love the way how I live.

However, these days boredom and loneliness make a pact to "strike me. Haha. It's a test. Patience is virtue. That's what I always say to myself. Baechigi.. Shower of tears, mann it is a sad song but it reminds me of my happy memories with my friends in school...

And other places ;)

Uh-oh. I miss school already? Kids are going there like less than a fortnight. And this unemployed-single-housemaid misses her school days. Ooo yeah.

I had a driving lesson yesterday. Unofficial lesson, pkhh... If I gotta say this in Malay, danggg ... "Terkekek-kekek main gear" I should get myself together back this evening. Hopefully things will get better. 

Yesterday, I drove at the night market alley. It was before 5 pm or something before the ones who sell things there set up their spot. If I drove there like real later, most probably, they would be so worried to death if I would crash their stalls. 

Hey! If I see any sign of people setting up their spots, I'll flee. 

*I am unofficially 18. Censored scenes are allowed to watch. But I don't want to ruin my eyes. I am big enough to think and evaluate what's good or bad. Thanks to my teachers for 11 years, they educate me well. *Imaginary crowd with a massive applause.

Assalamualaikum =D

SEH-kul

LOL Everyone is so jealous of the kids who will go to school.

Me? Glad, wishing good luck, pat their shoulders and say goodbye.

Well, honestly, I really miss some common stuff in school. ESPECIALLY ON MONDAYY!

Assembly, national anthem, other songs, school pledge, lengthy speeches, cat's poop, passing out scenes, efficient prefects, fierce prefects, nice prefects, mood-swing prefects, who-don't-give-a-damn prefects, obnoxious juniors, no name tags, noisy kids, morning breath (I tell you, it stinks) not talking bout mine, akay?, noisy class, busy canteen especially at the 'goreng-goreng' stall, school's radio, vending machine, oligo drink, koperasi, school lobby, and classes/labs etc.
 

and 'aromatic' toilet (ammonia fragrance)
(I tell you again, it is....)

When I bring myself 2 years back, I was still a budak berhingus finding my own way in a science class, listening to seniors' experience of the hazards of science classes and subjects and freaked out.

I can't see myself in here because I'm not in here. I was the one who took this pic.  

And at the same time I could remember how the blemishes on my face were constantly breeding like in a chicken breeding center. Finally, I could overcome the problem by stop thinking too much about stupid things and cut down some snacks. 

Now, the same thing happens and I'm trying to overcome it. DUSH! Lack of exercise!





Source: Pics I uploaded in FBO yeehh haha. Yang ni masa Form 4 kot.
             pshh bapak berhingus lagi aku hahahaha

Then, when 2013 came, I realised that I was big(?) and mature enough and could be a wife of seven kids. (Olden days were like that) Haiyaa sekarang sudah moden tak kawin awal. haha! SPM haunted me and I was scared. Yeah! I'm a human being! But then, I went through the fiery ocean of SPM questions and here I am, safe! ONE PIECE!

I gotta go now, it's late and tomorrow's school!

Like I care~ douhhh

Assalamualaikum =D




   

Things in My Head 2014

Yeah. 2014..

Nothing comes across my mind when this new year comes and says, HI!

*Sorry, I'm a little liar that just admitted that I lied.

These things keep on squeezing themselves in my cerebrum. OI hang ingat muat ka?! Ehem memang muat cuz Allah's creation is always awesome! Everything fits right in my cerebral storage. Greater than 64GB or more I suppose .. hmm

The 'these things' are:

1. Future

Of course, I gotta be some sort of a fool if I don't even think about it. No offense. *sorryflyingkiss

2. SPM result

Yeah, less then 3 months. -silent mode-
Now let's jump off a high icy cliff in the Antarctic or Arctic and break the ice floe yeah... haha

=,=

3. Driving License

Wondering if I could pass the whole thing perfectly. Hopefully, I will make it. fuh !

4. Desperate non-Housewife

Really desperate to earn a living on my own.(tangan di bahu pandang Teha) Get some freaking wages, (uh, no maybe a monthly pay) and buy something that I will treasure forever. FOREVER. /~JUST DO SOME SLOW HEAD MOVEMENT~/

5. AndothersthataresupposedtobeatopsecretbutthenIwonderedifIcouldsharesome.
    However,forthesakeofmyowngood,IthinkIshouldjustkeepthoseasasecretandwhensomeoneasked
    me,I'llbelikeSitiNurhalizainthemaking,biarlahrahsiaallthetimeuntiltheytiredofitandangkattangan.

All in all, new year is just like when you're going to face another tomorrow. Not much difference.Tomorrow is tomorrow la. What's the big deal? It's just that you're getting older and need to change your calendar that can be teared (?) and keep in mind that you're in Form 5 this year and not in Form 4 2013. I know how it feels like.HAHA!

It's good when you wanna do a paradigm shift or what for this year. And don't be worse when you're
older. Looks vain and embarrassing, akayh?

Assalamualaikum (A tone that needs a reply)

/SHIRO version *jual karpet/

;D