And I think I should stick back to my phone that I abandoned since... I dunno, just can't remember. Right now, I'm in my kampung Melaka, visiting my lovely nenek for this CNY holidays. Yeaaayy! Put your hands up if you're a Melaka people!
And I can't sleep right now
Aku benci gelap. Makes me feel like a real insomniac~
— Evacuee (@hanasupremo88) February 1, 2014
At the same time, I cannot stop smiling. Yeah, it comes back after years. Even though I know that I should not expect too much, my feelings don't lie. Sometimes, things come unexpectedly, but this time for me, it is unexpected, unpredicted, yet a dream come true.
If it kills me in the end, I believe that I could smile again. If it is not because of the same person, I'll just accept it coz I know the last thing for me is always the best one. Maybe it takes time, but I believe it will come again.
I smiled, then I broke down. Then, another person appears and makes me smile again, wondering if I would break down again someday. Just like what I say to myself. I should not expect too much. I must let go my past slowly and just get over it.
I don't need anything to push me to live, only a light from The Almighty for me to choose the righteous path. Life is not easy, yet short. That's why we need to live our lives. Happiness comes and goes... We will experience happiness even once in a lifetime.
So, when you break down, just keep in mind that you will smile again tomorrow. If it's not tomorrow, maybe the next days to come. I know it's hard, yet hurts; but that's life.
To the one who makes me smile again, I really wanna thank you. I'm not expecting much but hopefully, you will be the one that preserves this smile forever. *smile*
Assalamualaikum =D
