This is War

Before this, I used to say: Life needs drama.

Now, LIFE IS REALLY A DRAMA!

When people especially K-poppers are busy with the kkaebsong catchphrase, I am sticking with "This is War".

Even happiness of mine could be some sort of a "this is war". And of course, this is war hahahaha!

this is war.

YesPeeeeYeam result

Taiping, I'm back! Hmmm... okay what's next?

After three days from now, I gotta be some sort of a squirming earthworm until 20th of March comes. And it is before the holidays too. Heheh good timing; they purposely want our relatives to ask about our results when we have to balik kampung during the holidays. Hmmm, I think I gotta buy some small, convenient and fascinating facilities or whatever for my nights in my nenek's coop.

Ahh, this signifies moderation.... only for some freaking nights.

Forget it! I just wanna forget it. Don't remind me about it or I'll bite you...! uh, and FYI above there, is not my nenek's coop. 

Her coop has a solar panel on it and an alarm, ever corner of the coop is equipped with CCTV. Yeah, super high-tech. The chickens are filthy rich and super influenced. (You should really really see the doctor if you really believe me)

The point is, the result will be announced no matter what happens, yeah, still there are more than 30 days left; time never waits......

And now it is very hot. It hardly rains. People are giving out CFCs (me too). Yeh yeh it is super hot.

Haish gotta go now. 

Assalamualaikum =D

Har Har Har Harlem Shake zzt zzt zzt

Part 1

Staying at home is never a bore ~ (Yeah, biggest liar)

Well, but not always, but sometimes, yeah... I wish I could have a driving license like; right now, so that I could go anywhere I want, do what I want, see my friends, stalk people, whatever lah.

Well, tomorrow we're going back to SP and tell you what, this is not the first time I'm feeling excited to the max, yaww. I am always like this. Feeling excited when going somewhere. Even Tesco.. or 7-E. HAHAH! I don't know why, today seems short. I mean, time travels fast today.

People say, I don't know who, but people la,,  if we're happy then we feel like time goes fast and when we're sad, time moves slow. Okayyy, so now I'm happy la? I guess yeah, after watching My Love From the Star online. LOL WHY THIS ALIEN IS SO HOT..?

You know la, as a typical school-leaver, we do things that we really wished to do last year. Some of them granted, but some bid goodbye. ME? Most of it granted, a little say goodbye... Nah, after a long while living without those, I don't seem to care about those anymore. No significance; no importa nada! (Ooo someone speaks Spanish, me gusta~)

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Part 2

Well, I know Korean characters a little, sometimes I feel like wanna weep when someone pronounces Korean names according to their respective English spelling. That sounds so wrong, baby, even though they are spelled in English. They have their own language too. 

This is specially dedicated to K-POP die-hard fans, -blindfolded ones D3:

I feel like wanna tell them, like: 

"Excuse me, you should pronounce it 'baek-hyeon' (bekhyon) not 'baek-hyun' (baekhyoon),"

I just know how they will react : "YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT KPOP! Ahh jinjja!" 

whatever~

Well, those typical people only know "ahh jinjja" to sound like a real Korean. hmph. You should learn more to see the colours of languages, people. Obsession itself brings you nowhere.. LEARN, PEOPLE! LEARN! If you really love them, pronounce their names properly.. Frankly, it is embarrassing. 

Not bragging, just wanna tell you the truth. TO OPEN YOUR EYES. O_O

How do you feel when someone pronounce your names with a weird pronunciation? Mad.. aite?

Yeah, me too. That's why we must always try our very best to learn how to pronounce names properly. 

Algetji? huh? 

So, open some books and learn. Knowledge is wide and always will be. And it gets wider day by day. Make your brain cells keep working everyday, or else, I dunno, not a neurologist. ehe.

Well, this matter is not only for Korean language, other languages are important too. Even Malay. English, Arabic, Spanish, Mandarin, Tamil and other languages in this world.

Don't just like or idolise something;  .....              learn~

I really wanna give a tabik spring to the ones who really struggle hard to learn other languages. It is not wrong. To gain knowledge. Even Syed Jamaluddin al Afghani knows many languages, right? What's wrong with having so many languages to conquer? It makes us much smarter, right?

Now, it's up to you to make a change, or living like that for the rest of your life. WAKE UP!

One of the mediums of unity : Communication;language =D

Assalamualaikum.

What I Did and Think Today

I got my head nodding; following the rhythm of Korean songs that I'm listening. Old ones... HAHA! I remembered my young young times when I hardly able to pronounce Korean words properly. /Okay, but still, I'm not good, but at least better than before, aite? nyeheh/

Yeah, just now, this morning I stopped by at my mum's workplace for a bit. Ohhh, I came not to brag about my freedom to the kids there... (HAHAHH! KIDS!) but I have a driving lesson this morning at eight. Well, if I stay at home, who's gonna send me there? Or maybe I should have just walked there...! LOL Funny, it is 8 kilometres away.

If I want to, I think I should start walking - JUST BEFORE THE DAWN, WHEN THE LIGHTS STILL GONE! SHINE... SHINE YOUR WAY...

Well, it is for me to get an L license. Everything's done, so I just have to wait. wait wait wait.

Okay, I heard that the SPM result will be announced nationwide, on 20th March. Oh yeah, like a month left. Let's be insomniac.. (I already am) ... you? Haih I really wanna stop thinking bout it, but it constantly haunting my mind. Ahhh I'm scared... help help help help

It's a lie if I say boredom never strikes me. It did, and it does now. hahahah! I don't know, why my life seems to be like these creatures below. /I'm not sure if they're actually having fun in that way... but../

I'm having this as my default picture for my yef bee yow account knowing that my previous DP with me in my school uniform started to look lame hahahahahahaha...! Well, to tell you, this pic is not wayy lamer than my previous DP... You know why? WHY? Because I was the one who took a shot of this pic. It was in Sea Aquarium, Singapore. That place is awesomeee... hahaha!

They are unique right... How they move, communicate(?) were they..? Sorry, I really forgot what kinda species this is... But this kinda animal is awesome. It is super cute. Heol, I took this picture out of excitement and ignorance wakakakaka! SORRY~ But this kinda animal live in water. That's what I know. hahahahahahaha! eyh I better stop typing hahahaha too much. It looks insincere tho,

 LOL <-- this one too.

Signing out, bye.

Assalamualaikum.

Ibu's School

Yea... I know it's freaking early for this post. I'm supposed to have a heavenly moment at home, probably watching TV or having fun in the Neverland that never ends hehehe 여기 NEverland ~

Oh yeaahhh... This morning I need to go for my driving class.. and yeahh I need my mum to send me there. Guess what.. NOw I'm practically all alone in my mum's staff room. LOL wahahaha!

Kay later. Hahaa

Assalamualaikum

Yehet.

Yehet.

Post yang lepas memang didedikasikan dekat seseorang, LOL bukan seseorang, satu puak.
Siapa yang tergigit cili dia lah yang terasa pedasnya.

Harap makulm.

Okay, case closed. I have a few steps ahead before I could obtain an L license. Yoho yeha yeehee~
Wish me luck, guys. I know this is quite sudden, but I miss shopping. I dunno why but I just miss it. I wonder why for the past 2 months I felt like... Nah~ malas..

But now, I feel like a pregnant lady who longs for porcupine meat. And it feels like... Hey, what's happening wimme? Suddenly longing to shop till drop. hahahahahahahahahaha! -HYSTERICAL LAUGH but in fact it is not. 'innermonologue

Okay, signing out now. Wanna watch TV. And if possible, I wanna sleep early today even though Running Man will be aired tonight -Well, maybe next time I should sleep early~

*sudden change in mind

Heol hahaha

Assalamualaikum

 

Just a Piece of Advice. Is It Wrong?

FYI, life needs drama.

Anyways, whatever lah. I don't wanna meddle into people's business. It's like intruding other people's affairs and stuff. But, we are blessed with cerebrums in our respective skulls. Use it wisely. OHHHOOOhhohoho~ this girl tries to sound like "cytokinesis" (how scientific)

Well, I used to be like that. To sound more "photosynthesis" "zoologist" "botanist" "biologist" "novelist" "A-list" "parachutist" "kismis" whatever... prrrr

Let's put a stack of "duh~ to the gibberish philosophy above.

Wokay, since I just got back from Melaka and Kayell, here I am staring at this high tech screen again. Well, I met my relatives in Kayell. We had some sort of a mini reunion there, but sayang sayang seribu kali sayang.. I wish I could spend time with them longer. Since my lovely nenek is waiting in kampung, we zoom-zoomed there lah.

Balik kampung sudah~

Hmm I know sometimes I like to make myself sound like a 100-year-old immortal philosopher. Time changes, lifestyle changes, technology, stuff.. all have changed. Mind, of course it changes. It is dynamic as time travels. BUT! Rule of life never changes.
Acceptance, positivity, hardship, endurance and of course, religion. They come together in a super pack. Those are the most important component of living. Especially in family matters and friendship. Life is a lesson. Accept things just the way it is when we done something wrong. I understand how some people will blow out when someone gives an advice out of something.

We can't think that the one who gives us an advice is always looking for our flaws. Never. It is something that helps us to reconstruct our own mind to be better and try our best for not repeating the same thing. It is for our own good. People, an advice opens our eyes. It wakes us up. It overcomes our flaws. It shows positivity and how open-minded we are. An advice should not be assumed as a form of "telling off" or a freaking slander.

Sometimes, if we are just plain clueless about an advice received, get back to the basics. That's why we pray. Pray is the one and only way. Islam encourages its people to open their hearts, doing doa. Seeking light from the Most Gracious. Yeah, if things get hard, doa is the best answer.
Insya-Allah, you could see the real colours and you will try to be better in future, insya-Allah.

I am not a somebody. I am talking in my point of view. As a human being, we make mistakes. That's why advice exists in this world. Think. Maybe I am too young to talk about this, but I'm scared as the world is getting sick. I have right to voice out my opinion and giving an advice. No other reasons, just wanna get things right.

So, if I do anything wrong, please, advice me. I am just a kid. Ibarat musafir di padang pasirrrr

hahahaha!

Assalamualaikum. Wanna buy some groceries. yeeha~





 

Tangkap Feeling Kejap

Ah I don't feel like doing anything these days... except facing this hi-tech screen (woo high tech~)

And I think I should stick back to my phone that I abandoned since... I dunno, just can't remember. Right now, I'm in my kampung Melaka, visiting my lovely nenek for this CNY holidays. Yeaaayy! Put your hands up if you're a Melaka people!

And I can't sleep right now

Aku benci gelap. Makes me feel like a real insomniac~
— Evacuee (@hanasupremo88) February 1, 2014

At the same time, I cannot stop smiling. Yeah, it comes back after years. Even though I know that I should not expect too much, my feelings don't lie. Sometimes, things come unexpectedly, but this time for me, it is unexpected, unpredicted, yet a dream come true.

If it kills me in the end, I believe that I could smile again. If it is not because of the same person, I'll just accept it coz I know the last thing for me is always the best one. Maybe it takes time, but I believe it will come again. 

I smiled, then I broke down. Then, another person appears and makes me smile again, wondering if I would break down again someday. Just like what I say to myself. I should not expect too much. I must let go my past slowly and just get over it.

I don't need anything to push me to live, only a light from The Almighty for me to choose the righteous path. Life is not easy, yet short. That's why we need to live our lives. Happiness comes and goes... We will experience happiness even once in a lifetime.

So, when you break down, just keep in mind that you will smile again tomorrow. If it's not tomorrow, maybe the next days to come. I know it's hard, yet hurts; but that's life.

To the one who makes me smile again, I really wanna thank you. I'm not expecting much but hopefully, you will be the one that preserves this smile forever. *smile*

Assalamualaikum =D