Things change after I left this blog about,, 9 months ago? 9 months pfft

well yeah it's 2015 and I don't think I am innocent as I was 9 months back hah! Gotta be 19 after several months to come and after a couple of blinks in my eyes, I will be carrying an infant lol.

*Na, I'm not married yet. Just missing my hyperbole

You want some change? Well, even tho it was only 9 months, my life kinda changed like 360 degrees. Not to that extend but kinda like that, Idk how to explain this, but yeah, things change pfft.

I remembered one thing that I did. I thought that I was stupid doing that, well maybe I was. No, not stupid but crazy. Yeah I was crazy doing things that I promised to myself that I wont even have a small intention to do that. Which was,,,

bringing my ego down.

Ever since I started to do that, I got crazier and doing it much often until now. Sometimes it turns out to be kinda disappointing, hell yeh it hurts

that was stupid. But i love it, I love stupid.        what

Help me.