Daily Report

This is my favourite song apart of the senam iya-iyalah by some Indonesians. hahaha!

Walao weii ! CNY's COMING! I'm super excited!

My friends tell me that they're super bored this month. And I'm sure they will suffer boredom overload for the next 2 months. Fuh, is this real? Life after SPM could be soooo boring...? Yeah, maybe it is for them, but me..? NOT YET! I'm enjoying this heavenly break. And I enjoy this moment like there's no tomorrow.

==' I think I should just control my excitement now.

I'm working on my driving performance, and try to maintain my weight that could just increase anytime. Well, you know, I'm not going to school for weeks, I move less, work less... Yeah, maybe the possibility for me to gain weight is 97.56 percent (just wanna sound smart -berilmiah gitu) hehehehhh'

And I should stop taking a long nap after this. I took a long nap these days due to some, uh , you know, girl's issue. I get tired because of it, for the first 3 days. -to recharge my battery. Usually, during school days I took a short nap maximum for 20 minutes only.... or more.. (cut the brag)

Nah, I can't remember. Forget it~

Miss my study mode. They'll come back, don't worry. -And I know that I will be sorry longing for this freaking mode. ..Eventually.

I like to do something on my own will. Of course lahhh. If I like to do something not on my own will, then maybe I dropped some of my brain pieces when I'm walking somewhere. LOL. How funny. ha ha ha


okay, getegek (GTG)

Assalamualaikum =D

Bahasaku

Okayyyy BM section! I must post something in Malay. Just for fun. And sorry, mind the foolishness. Seems like I have something more to talk about in Malay. When speaking Malay I am wayyy expressive. ahahaha!

Hari ini tiada beza dengan hari-hari yang lain. Aku bangun pagi tadi seperti biasa. HAHA tidak berbeza. Bezanya, hari ini aku bermain dengan alat solek Ibu... Mukaku kelihatan berbeza. Terasa seperti masa sudah berjalan selama 20 tahun. Aku berasa kaget dan malu lalu membersihkan mukaku. Terasa bahagia. Masih muda.

Pkkhh

Aku menonton filem di TV dengan penuh perasaan. Walaupun cerita tersebut daripada seberang, bahasanya tidak jauh berbeza dengan bahasa kita. hahahaha. Tolonglahh... kenapa dengan aku ini??

Ini?

Aku berasa teruja sebab Teha ada majlis makan-makan petang ni dengan kawan-kawan dia. Rasa macam nak ikut Ibu ambil Teha balik lepas ni supaya aku dapat makan froyo yoyo. Mengapakah aku kedengaran seperti budak skema best student of the year pingat emas gangsa perak tembaga bagai ini..?

Kini, aku lebih yakin memandu kereta di jalanan. Ibarat mengemudi bahtera dalam melayari kehidupan yang penuh dengan ombak rindu. Tuhan tolonnnngg lembutkan hati dia. Belikan aku froyo yoyo dengan duitnya... Kerna ku tak sanggup, kerna ku tak mampu.... hidup tanpa froyo yoyo di sisi ku wuuuuuuuu...

Aku berniat nak bantu team debate sekolah tapi tak mampu. Berbekalkan invisible driving license, aku tak mampu membantu mereka. /menangis kesedihan/

CNY dah nak dekat. Aku nak balik kampung. Sg Petani ke, Melaka ke tak kisah ah. Nak jumpa insan-insan yang melahirkan ibu bapa aku. Kalau balik Melaka aku nak pergi Mydin. Entah kenapa. Kalau balik Sg. Petani aku nak pergi Amanjaya Mall. Entah kenapa.

Nak balik kampung. Pegi Mydin
— Evacuee (@hanasupremo88) January 26, 2014

Jarak yang dekat dari kampung ke destinasi idaman tidak menghalang hasratku.

Anything is possible.

Entah kenapa, aku menginginkan perjalanan hidup yang berbeza selepas SPM yang menggerunkan. Ibarat dihantui oleh makhluk-makhlauk yang baik halus mahupun kasar. Mungkin aku harus menamatkan zaman bujangku (wekkk wekkkk wekkk) atau belajar bahasa Latin atau Tagalog.

Semua gadis sibuk nak belajar bahasa Korea. Aku menginginkan kelainan.

dAH LAH. That's it. I was way expressive. Yeahhh SPM's over and I really need to play around with my mind. Don't wanna feel stressed much, and live this life to the fullest. 

Bye, now. Assalamualaikum.

Multi Stories

First love is subjective.

Everyone defines it in their own way. Me? First love? *chuckles (yuck! puke now!). Well, if it is about the first person that I liked in my life; hmm I can't remember. It was years and years ago. Who was it?  Kindergarten buddy? Mat piza? Mat sedara? Mat jiran nenek? Mat Kpop? Mat cikgu praktikal? Mat tuition classmate? Mat the Kampung Boy? Mat genius? mat mat MAT?

keh keh

MAT-ematik.

I just don't know how to define it.. soo I have no idea who was my first love.

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 Nice prologue.

Just wanna tell you that... I've passed! Passed the computer test! Alhamdulillah. Finally, Allah give me a chance to drive in this short journey of my life. No matter how brief my life will be, I still could stand a chance to drive. Even with no license.

Well, I did drive before the computer test. ehek

Yeah, after this I could drive in a cleaner way. More legal aitee?

This afternoon, I did some cleaning while seeing Ibu cooking for lunch. This what happened :

Ija passed by; running to and fro. I watched her.

Me : Ibu, sekarang ibu tengok Ija ada macam Kaklong takk?
Ibu : Uh,, tak.
Me : Eh, takde?
Ibu : Dulu Kaklong gemuk. Bulat. Lainnn...
Me : Oh, okay. *awkward laugh

Yeah, sometimes I do feel me and Ija have no difference. But physically no lahh. She got abs and I got fat. yahahaha!

Cut that.

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1st of Jan 2014:

Ahh just lemme have a break this time. Supremely tired tired tired. 

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Epilogue. Nice one.

Assalamualaikum.

Long-lost Friend (?) -not really

My mind traveled to 12-13 years back. It was in Taiping.

I was 5-6 years old, maybe.

Kindergarten memories. With friends... Friends (?)

*Wondering why I could remember them until now but they don't even remember me.

Same goes to my best friend, Nurin too. She didn't even remember me as her kindergarten buddy whereas she did realise my existence in her life and we even talked almost everyday!!! Yahhhh!!!! WHY YOU SO AMNESIA ONEEE?!

Well, it's different to this another kindergarten buddy(?) /was not a buddy lah, just someone that I knew,/ that now I know for years, and I did realise his existence there but he didn't. Well, we never talked before. That's an okay, lahh... but he's my friend until now.

The main point here is I am so fascinated to see my ex-kindergarten friends after so many years. After reaching puberty. Especially boys. Uh, girls make less difference after years. It's just that maybe they have pimples on their faces or something gets bigger for a reason. -----

Boys, they are different. Maybe their faces or expressions look kinda same, but they grow taller, having deep and husky voice and of course, 'raising' beard or moustache. LOL I find it is so funny.

Human beings do grow! Hahaha! *freako

I found one yesterday. In 7-E. LOL I don't think he remembers me. I bought eggs and bread for breakfast this morning. He was working there, at the counter. With 7-E uniform. And he is tall.

I gave him RM10 and he requested 10 cents. I said I don't have it but I got my coins like the whole treasure chest in my pocket. duh'

*It always happens.

Finally, this guy grows up into a man who is in charge of a counter in a 24-hour store. Look how time travels.

His face did not change much. It's just that his voice and height. I feel like an old woman who finally found a long-lost son. 

If my crush works there, I just know what to do;

Someday, I'll just drive there illegally and buy maggi. hahaha! Because that's the furthest distance that I can drive.... not yet. hahaha


Assalamualaikum.

Advice

Just wanna give you a piece of advice.

Fanaticism or die-hard obsession may hurt your pride.

My dear sisters all around the world; 

Think.

Assalamualaikum XD

Tebing Perasaan (Chey Metafora)

LOL This is awkward.

Kay, aku nak try post dalam BM. Nak test rasa best ke tidookkk.. haha

Dengarlah kisah sedih ini..

Pada hari ini, aku sudah mula menyedari bahawa hidupku kian berubah. Masa juga berlalu ibarat bullet train yang bertolak dari Tokyo ke Hiroshima. (?) Tak lama lagi keputusan SPM dah nak keluar. Ku terasa seluruh sistem badanku sudah tidak boleh berfungsi dengan lancar apabila terdengar desas desus tentang keputusan SPM. Perutku akan memulas sepanjang hari.

*Okay ni dah mula merepek;

Akan ku habiskan setiap malamku dengan merenung siling sambil melayan perasaan dengar lagu Nomad. Hohoho... Adakah aku sedang dilamun cinta? *Muntahhijauuu

Wajah adikku, Teha yang sedang lena kutatap dengan penuh perasaan. Sesekali ku terasa seperti ingin mengejutnya, supaya aku dapat luahkan segala-galanya, namun ku tak mahu mengganggu tidurnya.

Lagu Nomad dah habis. Aku memilih lagu yang lain. Kini, aku berniat untuk memilih lagu yang lebih jiwang karat meleleh lentok frust meronggeng semua ada lahh! Sebuah lagu menarik perhatianku. Aku tekan ikon lagu tersebut. Selepas beberapa saat, terdengar muzik yang menyentuh jiwaku. Lagu tersebut ialah Harlem Shake.

Aku menangis lalu tertidur ._.

Pergh bapak sengal bahasa aku.

Jangan percaya cerita di atas. Rekaan semata-mata. XDD

The end. XDDDD

Tolonglahhh~

Kedah Kedah Kedah

 I live in Taiping for so many years. Does it affect the way how I'm speaking today?

Uh, not really, cuz I find that majority of Taiping people speak with Northern dialect.

And I wonder why I don't.

 Hmm the ones who really don't know me will be wondering from where I was originated. ORIGINATED. If you know me, then I'll be talking, like, you know, plain Malay language; no garnishing or decoration from other state's dialect.

You got me?

FYI, I was born in Kedah. My mum's ancestors belong there. Mother of Northern dialect belongs there too, of course. The people of Kedah speak like really strong Northern dialect. But hey, this Kedah-born Malaysian people speaks normal Malay language. Where's the dialect? hahahaha!

My friends rarely hear me speaking with that dialect. Is it because I just don't know how to speak with the dialect? EXCUSE ME, MR. KANDASAMY. I know, OKAY? It's just that I don't speak like that much to other people. WHY?

Because I speak with that dialect only to my grandma~ Because she's special. To those Kedah people, if I don't speak with this Kedah dialect to you guys, maybe you're not as special as my grandma.

*LOL Actually, if someone starts to speak with Kedah dialect to me, I'll just go with it. Depends.

I speak normal Malay. No garnishing. Even Melaka dialect too. No signs of it. All in all, I was born in Kedah. Sounds like I don't, but I do proud originated from it.

And don't think I know zilch about Kedah. It's my kampung. I know how to speak with its dialect like really well.

Jangan pandang aku sebelah mata, hanya kerana aku tak tau cakap Kedah naa.. (Kedah dialect)

HANG ADA?! jeng jeng jeng

=.=

There's no reason to regret or whatever, it has been 18 years already nyahahaha!

Talking about the states' football teams... Don't ask me. *Angkat tangan

Assalamualaikum ;D

Don'T Do That!!!!!

A holiday supposed to be very heavenly and somehow boring a little but it plays less role in this case. Uh, well, we can't expect the same thing to happen everyday, right??

We need drama in life.

DRAMA! ~

Uh, got crazy for a bit. Well, this is what I view from my own perspective. Is it wise to insult or hurt  people out of anger? Yeah, I know how it feels like when I get mad. I get mad, too you know. BUTT! Bear in mind we're dealing with human beings, NOT ANIMALS!

If you're sooo angry, then just spit it out to non-living things or inhumane human or something. Don't spray it out on innocent people like us! GET A LIFE! We are human beings, no matter how bad we are, we still have feelings. Our hearts could be sensitive at certain times. Don't curse or calling names to the others. YOU BAD KITTY!

It's a fact, everyone experienced being insulted. Hey, I joined the club. You know how it hurts right? Personally, I don't like the word stupid or in Malay, 'BODOH' or other words yang sewaktu dengannya.

lol bodoh sounds ruder than stupid even though they share the same sweet meaning. Always rude as ever. It's common, but it hurts. Please, never in a billion years, don't call people like that. I hate it. They will feel despised. Severely insulted. That word will bring people down to the bottom of the Earth's crust.

For me, I will lost my happy mood, and spending a long flowery daze for 20000 hours.

I rather being called FAT, obese, humpty dumpty sat on the wall, blalalalalh than that freaking word. Keep it off me. Or I'll hate you. (for the rest of my life unless you apologise, then okay.)

Well if you wanna address me that, do it behind me. Don't splash 'em on my face. Pimples will breed and there's an ecosystem of pimples community on my face. DUH~

*Does not refer to anyone, just a piece of reminder to the world~

To create a harmonious community, let's live happily with this weird lifestyle off. It hurts people a lot. A LOT!

If you love peace, stop live like this. I love peace, living, loving and being loved. muahmuah

Assalamualaikum. =)

How Time Changes.

Driving is my passion. Better keep that in mind.

Well, the process of learning this driving thing is quite technical, but ohh yeah, I know it feels like super exciting once we could conquer the whole thing.

*Not yet ._.

I drove just now at pasar malam alley again. This time I took a longer route. Owh hellyeahh! I drove less than smoothly. quite... smooth, I suppose. ehem -jalan lurus je pun. waouu hebatnyeee  D:

Finally, the clutch trusts me apart of my parents. Thank you for treating me nicely. I hope that my driving performance will improve in the next days. And yeaahh~ hoping to get a license successfully. heurk!

Shoot, I'm about to drive. I've grown up. Look how time travels. /nostalgic/

Wondering why my FBO seems like keeping night crickets. It turns out to be that my friends happily with their Android stuff and Twitter pkhhh...

Since using android is not my style yet, (wanna wait for a bit - or being conservative) I'll stick to FBO and Twitter then. It seems like I need to use Twitter much often now, since my friends stick to it like sooo stick to it. I don't wanna be alone.

Social networking. The world is way developing now. Let's turn back in time.

Our parents wrote letters at my age.

Or yelling names on the roof, no aid,  hoping it was audible 2km away. But it was not.

Posting status by the seashore. Finally drifted away by the sea waves.

And you can still view your previous statuses in FBO for the past 6-5 years, then, you realised how childish you are. Liked by 3 people. ehhhhhh

It's late and always will be. Wanna sleep like, right nowww!

Assalamualaikum.

My Little Baby Systo

Is it only me or everyone notices this? Ija becomes more affectionate these days. Maybe she's achieving her 'puberty' to the next stage of growth phase : toddler. She used to act like a baby. But, I'm super certain that she knows that she's grown up into a three-year-old kid.

"I owny twee~"
- Manny, The Diary of a Wimpy Kid

Haha! I start to be super nostalgic now. I could remember how dumbfounded I was when I found out that we'll have a newcomer in the family. She's different and awesome in her own way. She's still a kid. She could only restore tiny bits of moments of hers with me. And then...,

After so many years, probably she would not remember who used to change her diaper, feed her, poke her, bully her, hug her and kiss her and love her like a daughter. I wonder if she will remember me and my name once I leave this house after my SPM result (please, I wanna get good result!).

Yeah, she became soo affectionate to me. I feel happy about it and I hope that she won't lose her affection towards me in future. I love her so much.  ;')

Longing

  I could not imagine how miserable life is without our loved ones. Honestly, it's a pain in the neck. And of course, I am super grateful for what I have now. Family, friends and some people who care for me. My life is moderate. Nothing lacks or too much. Just so-so. Really love the way how I live.

However, these days boredom and loneliness make a pact to "strike me. Haha. It's a test. Patience is virtue. That's what I always say to myself. Baechigi.. Shower of tears, mann it is a sad song but it reminds me of my happy memories with my friends in school...

And other places ;)

Uh-oh. I miss school already? Kids are going there like less than a fortnight. And this unemployed-single-housemaid misses her school days. Ooo yeah.

I had a driving lesson yesterday. Unofficial lesson, pkhh... If I gotta say this in Malay, danggg ... "Terkekek-kekek main gear" I should get myself together back this evening. Hopefully things will get better. 

Yesterday, I drove at the night market alley. It was before 5 pm or something before the ones who sell things there set up their spot. If I drove there like real later, most probably, they would be so worried to death if I would crash their stalls. 

Hey! If I see any sign of people setting up their spots, I'll flee. 

*I am unofficially 18. Censored scenes are allowed to watch. But I don't want to ruin my eyes. I am big enough to think and evaluate what's good or bad. Thanks to my teachers for 11 years, they educate me well. *Imaginary crowd with a massive applause.

Assalamualaikum =D

SEH-kul

LOL Everyone is so jealous of the kids who will go to school.

Me? Glad, wishing good luck, pat their shoulders and say goodbye.

Well, honestly, I really miss some common stuff in school. ESPECIALLY ON MONDAYY!

Assembly, national anthem, other songs, school pledge, lengthy speeches, cat's poop, passing out scenes, efficient prefects, fierce prefects, nice prefects, mood-swing prefects, who-don't-give-a-damn prefects, obnoxious juniors, no name tags, noisy kids, morning breath (I tell you, it stinks) not talking bout mine, akay?, noisy class, busy canteen especially at the 'goreng-goreng' stall, school's radio, vending machine, oligo drink, koperasi, school lobby, and classes/labs etc.
 

and 'aromatic' toilet (ammonia fragrance)
(I tell you again, it is....)

When I bring myself 2 years back, I was still a budak berhingus finding my own way in a science class, listening to seniors' experience of the hazards of science classes and subjects and freaked out.

I can't see myself in here because I'm not in here. I was the one who took this pic.  

And at the same time I could remember how the blemishes on my face were constantly breeding like in a chicken breeding center. Finally, I could overcome the problem by stop thinking too much about stupid things and cut down some snacks. 

Now, the same thing happens and I'm trying to overcome it. DUSH! Lack of exercise!





Source: Pics I uploaded in FBO yeehh haha. Yang ni masa Form 4 kot.
             pshh bapak berhingus lagi aku hahahaha

Then, when 2013 came, I realised that I was big(?) and mature enough and could be a wife of seven kids. (Olden days were like that) Haiyaa sekarang sudah moden tak kawin awal. haha! SPM haunted me and I was scared. Yeah! I'm a human being! But then, I went through the fiery ocean of SPM questions and here I am, safe! ONE PIECE!

I gotta go now, it's late and tomorrow's school!

Like I care~ douhhh

Assalamualaikum =D




   

Things in My Head 2014

Yeah. 2014..

Nothing comes across my mind when this new year comes and says, HI!

*Sorry, I'm a little liar that just admitted that I lied.

These things keep on squeezing themselves in my cerebrum. OI hang ingat muat ka?! Ehem memang muat cuz Allah's creation is always awesome! Everything fits right in my cerebral storage. Greater than 64GB or more I suppose .. hmm

The 'these things' are:

1. Future

Of course, I gotta be some sort of a fool if I don't even think about it. No offense. *sorryflyingkiss

2. SPM result

Yeah, less then 3 months. -silent mode-
Now let's jump off a high icy cliff in the Antarctic or Arctic and break the ice floe yeah... haha

=,=

3. Driving License

Wondering if I could pass the whole thing perfectly. Hopefully, I will make it. fuh !

4. Desperate non-Housewife

Really desperate to earn a living on my own.(tangan di bahu pandang Teha) Get some freaking wages, (uh, no maybe a monthly pay) and buy something that I will treasure forever. FOREVER. /~JUST DO SOME SLOW HEAD MOVEMENT~/

5. AndothersthataresupposedtobeatopsecretbutthenIwonderedifIcouldsharesome.
    However,forthesakeofmyowngood,IthinkIshouldjustkeepthoseasasecretandwhensomeoneasked
    me,I'llbelikeSitiNurhalizainthemaking,biarlahrahsiaallthetimeuntiltheytiredofitandangkattangan.

All in all, new year is just like when you're going to face another tomorrow. Not much difference.Tomorrow is tomorrow la. What's the big deal? It's just that you're getting older and need to change your calendar that can be teared (?) and keep in mind that you're in Form 5 this year and not in Form 4 2013. I know how it feels like.HAHA!

It's good when you wanna do a paradigm shift or what for this year. And don't be worse when you're
older. Looks vain and embarrassing, akayh?

Assalamualaikum (A tone that needs a reply)

/SHIRO version *jual karpet/

;D