It's not Thursday yet. LOL this soo the 18-year-old girl-but-not-yet still walking aimlessly in her mind. My driving class went like "OKAY" today. Hmmm suddenly I freaked out thinking about my JPJ test. Say, it's in April tho. Better pass this thing before my birthday.
If I pass this thing, it will be more meaningful than other birthday gifts I had ever received before this.
Hopefully. Insya-Allah.
Today, I had so many things in my mind that maybe my head could burst anytime. My future (cheyy), driving license -of cozz, SPM result.., and others lah that practically bugged my mind a bit just now. Thinking of how much I wanna break down, well, nothing I can do. Just can't help it. I'm a human being.
As time flies, as this girl grows (ha ha ha; still?) I discover that life is not as easy as how we watch it in dramas on TV. Well, maybe they look kinda hard, but tell you what, life's harder. I started to learn that different people has different views. You know, sometimes we think we are always right and others are so wrong.
Same goes to other people. They will think they are always right and we are always wrong. Now that's hard. Dealing with people. This is the quote that I used to hear in Malay dramas, yeah, it is cliche, yet, there is truth behind it.
"Hidup kita ibarat roda yang berpusing. Kadang-kadang kita ada di atas, kadang-kadang kita ada di bawah,"
Means; our lives are like a spinning wheel. Sometimes, we're at the top, sometimes we're at the bottom.
You know, once we're at the top, we need to retain our position as long as possible. But, no matter how hard we work for it, there is no impossibility that we will suddenly fall to the bottom. And once we're at the bottom, we need to get away from our horrible state by working hard. And again, there is no impossibility that we will rise again and be at the top.
People of the world. You always have chances around you. It's just that you have different ways on how to grab those chances perfectly. Maybe you would just let them go and even neglect the chances, or maybe just watch the chances luring you over, or you would do anything to grab chances around you...
OR you will be the one who create every single chances to the other people.
To be positive, don't you ever say that you are a scumbag or maybe "trash-society" (translated directly from sampah masyarakat ha ha ha). Try to find a positive side of yours and try to be a better person gradually. Trust me, effort works and yeah of course it's worth it.
I had a time where I almost gave up on everything. But I realised chances are still there around me, waiting to be grabbed by no other hands, but mine. Never give up and believe that The Creator is always in your heart and by your side.
If you are a Muslim, believe in the power of doa (prayers). May Allah grant your wishes as long as it benefits you in this world and hereafter. Insya-Allah.
Haish, why these guys are wearing such awesome shoes...
Wait, are they chasing for the shoes or this girl? *Whatever; she's cute anyways hehek.
| har har har har XOXO -EXO |
Assalamualaikum.
